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Musings Putrid

“Imagination, therefore, is nothing but decaying sense…” — Hobbes “I felt a strange delight in causing my decay.” — Robert Browning, Pauline: A Fragment of a confession Allow me to share a story about potatoes… the ones I bought two months ago. They were sitting on top of the microwave oven in the bag from…

Musings Jealousy?

So Lawrence got a friend request from a beautiful young lady on his Facebook memorial page. She was cute. I deleted it, but I should have accepted it, then played matchmaker… with the cute chick and the dead guy… Is it possible to be jealous of said friend request for my husband who is dead?…

Musings Laughter

“If you’re going to try, go all the way. Otherwise, don’t even start. This could mean losing girlfriends, wives, relatives and maybe even your mind. It could mean not eating for three or four days. It could mean freezing on a park bench. It could mean jail. It could mean derision. It could mean mockery–isolation.…

Musings Gratitude Day 23

Today I am grateful for humor. The sarcastic, macabre, grain of truth, laugh-till-you-cry, humor that Lawrence and I shared. Sometimes I had a comeback that made him laugh until his stomach hurt, but most of the time it was me laughing with him. I miss the laughter that diffused even the darkest of times. I…

Musings Music to Rise By

“Do not come into agreement with fear. Activate your faith, live in victory, speak over your life and expect great things to come your way.”― Germany Kent “You are not an option, a choice or a soft place to land after a long battle. You were meant to be the one. If you can wrap yourself…