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At the Speed of Light

I said a prayer for guidance and my answer came in the form of friends close-by and afar spurring growth in leaps-and-bounds at the speed of light– almost more speed and light than I can handle- but perhaps making up for lost time- because I might have stayed in grief, in self-pity, for far too…

Thank You All

I just want to say THANK YOU to all of you for your inspiring words, funny stories, meditations, for your support, kindness, prayers, follows, likes, comments, and for shooting rays of light into my wilderness. You are what’s best in this crazy, screwed up world! For you all on this side of grief along with…

Growth or Safety

What a question Safety in sadness, pain, stifling my joy to deny happiness or Growth while incorporating my inner sadness and pain to turn it into joy and embrace happiness. Mind blown. In acknowledging my secret, wicked, need for pain I decided to manifest it thusly: By expanding my wrist infinity arrow tattoo because The…

Facing Darkness

People will do anything, no matter how absurd, in order to avoid facing their own souls. One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious. – Carl Jung My darkness my shit facing feelings of unworthiness admitting that I find pleasure in pain. All steps to stopping self-destructive,…

My Journey of Self Begins

I found a book Not just any book, but a book about embracing one’s dark side figuring out why we secretly derive joy in standing in piles of shit while pretending they don’t exist. I am ready- highlighter in hand- more than ready to do this work to take back my power to embrace my…

Thoughts II

Still reflecting on my hot mess state yesterday, the one that nearly broke me… I’m told I was due for a meltdown of major proportions but one can never be prepared for such things… I am also told that it probably won’t be the last… The next time I’ll phone a friend sooner and not…