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Thoughts II

Still reflecting on my hot mess state yesterday, the one that nearly broke me… I’m told I was due for a meltdown of major proportions but one can never be prepared for such things… I am also told that it probably won’t be the last… The next time I’ll phone a friend sooner and not…

Thoughts

The thoughts or, as I lovingly refer to them, beasts in my head must be acknowledged. One of the several things I learned yesterday during my epic meltdown. They can no longer be silenced by loud music or by me telling myself that they aren’t there… My need for peace must be placed first and…

I am Ready

Question in a song: “Are you ready?” I don’t have a choice but to be ready. But then the question becomes: “Ready for what?” How about ready for whatever life has in store for me happiness grief hope sadness victory defeat sharing my heart with someone strong enough to take me on- (oh boy- that…

Epic

Epic meltdown today epic fail in a personal goal epic everything that seems like it’s going to crap guess I’ll have days like this but unprepared for the tidal wave… Instead of giving up to the dangerously close abyss, I’m packing up memories so they’re no longer in my face because I just can’t face…

Be Still and Know

Knowing Curiosity Despite best intentions, the overwhelming inability live one day at a time without overthinking is my nemesis my kryptonite. However, when I reflect, every single time this life did not work out as I would have hoped something magnificent, more fulfilling, infinitesimally amazing, and predestined by G-d was right around the corner! If…

Be Still

Be still does anyone do that these days? How to still an overthinking mind that wants to figure out how every story ends before it begins. How to still this heart that wants to move forward but has a major meltdown because someone else misses my Love too. Be still and know that G-d is…

Light

Life Paths unknown Detours Twisting Turning in and out of blackness. After agony is embraced for so long, when one is given a flashlight to light the way even a small beam of light can seem blinding. But when illuminated, darkness doesn’t seem as scary. The beasts stay under the bed unless invited out to…