Thoughts on Grief XXIII
A weekend of firsts Has come and gone I’m sure you are proud Of my lessons learned: It’s okay toContinue Reading
Month: August 2019
Thoughts on Grief XXII
I’ve heard it said That grief is a passage Not a place to stay It’s the price of love ThisContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief XXI
44 days Since you’ve been Gone One day more Than you spent in the hospital The last two times… YouContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief XX
The only thing guaranteed About life Is change Change in my life Has been marked by Sentinel events In whichContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief XIX
Good intentions are not always the best advice when grieving- even from friends * I’m sure that it’s tough andContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief XVIII
My friends are the best They point out (with love) that It’s time for me to start living Have funContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief XVII
I fought for you Researched treatment options Diet options Natural options Transplant options Different doctors Ways to help alleviate painContinue Reading
Pile it on- Losing my Fur Baby
Rusty the Wonder Dog is with my Love now I’m sure their reunion was amazing Rusty was loyal, loving, andContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief XVI
My love would not want me to: Be sad forever He could lighten my mood With one well-placed sarcastic commentContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief XV
When I met my love I was broken I had numerous walls Around my heart He recognized my spark HisContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief XIV
I used to look to my love for support Now I lean on my G-d on my memories on myContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief XIII
Today 30 days since Your burial The traditional Jewish Mourning period For one’s spouse Is over But I know YouContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief XII
My love came to me This morning In a dream He was purposefully Striding towards me Over the top ofContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief XI
Anger I hit the anger wall Screaming Crying Praying Damn kidney failure Damn dialysis Damn calciphylaxis Damn diabetes Damn congestiveContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief X
Rebirth New Normal New Life Starting over Gestation Cocoon Forever changed I can never remove the WE from me.Continue Reading
Thoughts on Grief IX
The transition from we to me is painful. From trips to the grocery store seeing his favorite foods- picking themContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief VIII
Grief Is not something that should be Stifled Stuffed down Put out Moved on from Grief is a necessary partContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief VII
Four weeks Seems like a thousand years and just yesterday since you’ve been gone Emotions up and down RememberingContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief VI
All-encompassing grief is beautiful sorrow A friend pointed this out to me and it made me think ParadigmContinue Reading
Supernatural Experiences and Lessons
3 August 2019 Up at 4:30am, again. Crying, again. Unable to go back to sleep, again. Looking through pictures andContinue Reading
Grateful, Thankful, and Mending! 