New Beginnings

So many new things coming in the near future. New job, moving closer to family eventually. Great blessings! To G-d to genetic family to chosen family to friends in person to friends online to everyone who has supported, lifted me up in prayer, and wiped my tears and to my Love who showed me daily [...]

140 Days

12,096,000 seconds 201,600 minutes 3360 hours 20 weeks 38.36% of 2019 That my Love has been gone... So much has happened that I want to share I know that he knows but it doesn’t lessen the sting the longing the sadness and the burning in my eyes as I cry every night in the dark...

Moving Forward III

I need to apologize. I was so focused on me, that I didn't realize how difficult my Love's death was on everyone else who was touched by his life. His children, my children, sons and daughters in-love, our grandchildren, sisters, brothers-in-law, cousins, nieces, nephews, friends, children of friends, and the list goes on-and-on. Every person who [...]

Thoughts on Grief IV

Confirmation... Through a dream Arrival complete to Your destination Young Vibrant Thin again No longer gray No longer in pain You said that you’re okay Your message brought peace And showed that Love never dies But still Missing You . .AsTears fall ********** You came to your daughter Jen first. She shared her dreamwith me. Jen [...]