Why I Write Rewrite III

This is the third rewrite of “Why I Write”.

The reason I started blogging can be found here: Why I Write

Here is the first rewrite of Why I Write

And here is Why I Write Rewrite II


“This life is for loving, sharing, learning, smiling, caring, forgiving, laughing, hugging, helping, dancing, wondering, healing, and even more loving. I choose to live life this way. I want to live my life in such a way that when I get out of bed in the morning, the devil says, ‘aw shit, he’s up!”

― Steve Maraboli, Unapologetically You: Reflections on Life and the Human Experience


Today my grief/mourning/healing journey has taken another turn.

I am still moving forward, embracing my shadows, weirdness, demons, kink, depravity, and acknowledging them so they no longer have power over me.

However, since they are identified, I am not afraid to let them out to play occasionally…


As a result of embracing my shadows and the rest of mySELF,

I no longer believe that healing is an impossible task that will last forever.

Broken bones eventually heal.

Grief and mourning are not incurable diseases.

When I do the work and embrace the process of healing,

I can and will heal and live a life of happiness.

Therefore, I do not believe that I am required to mourn for the rest of my life.

Because I am a realist, I realize that there will be sadness ahead.

However, at this point I can recognize the difference between transient sadness and the all-out, consuming pain caused by grief and mourning.


Larry is pain-free and wants me to heal. He does not want me to live with the defeatist attitude that I must spend the rest of my life healing as a result of his death.

Do I miss him? Of course!

Will I forget him? Not in a million years!

Will I talk about him? How could I not?

Is he with me? Absolutely!

Does he talk to me? Yes!

I will love him forever, love is not a competition.


Today and going forward I seek peace.


My paradigm has shifted.

I am ready to live this life that I have been granted

in full-on Happiness

with Joy

in Peace

with Mindfulness,

Love,

and an occasional swear-word or three.


I will not tolerate negative, defeatist individuals in my orbit.


I am ready to level-up my energy and shine!


Thank you for being a part of my journey – through the sorrow, pain, and the happiness.

XO Lisa

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