Awake at four am pondering universal questions I suppose it is right and fitting that I should ponder death and dying and the whys and wherefores 329 days after the death of my Love. On the front porch in my old ratty bathrobe while the dog is doing her morning business. But it is what…
“And who would you be and how would you feel and how would you live life if you decided to believe that God whatever you believe God to be [Good/Love] only allows each of us to die right on time? Regardless of the circumstances of our death. What if you decided to believe that it…
I am where I need to be in this moment in my life at this time in this space. People come into my life all at the right time — for a reason, for a season, or for a lesson to be learned. People also leave — but they were there at the right time…
Sleep why doth thou elude me? I went to bed at a reasonable hour and have been wide awake since 3:30ish am. Brain churning body burning I would substitute yearning but then the beast might start rattling its chain and all hell would break loose… So I’ll stick with the brain churning bit and leave…
“Perhaps this was a day of firsts. The day one dies, of course, is a first in any life.”― Dean Koontz, Saint Odd The first year the worst year the year of every day being the first every anniversary every holiday every everything every first is here in this blog for all to see nearly…
This is my second rewrite of “Why I Write”. The reason I started blogging can be found here: Why I Write The first re-write on 28 Feb 2019 can be found here: Why I Write Rewrite I still write because it helps me – see how far I have come – see how far I…
Follow up to today’s blog posts: Rona Musings Mourning and Rona Musings Blowing (My Brains Out) with Metallica The thing about mourning that I’ve learned is that to get through it and heal one has to let oneself feel every messy, weepy, screaming, sad, painful, nanosecond, of mourning. The thing about grief and mourning is, however,…
