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Death and Dying

It’s pretty safe to say that we’ve all experienced death. Close by or from afar. But sitting by watching a loved one go through the process of dying is new for me. I was not present at the time of death of my Love, my parents, or my grandparents. I have participated in codes and…

Buried, Excavation, and Returning

Words that POP Buried in grief for so long like my Love is buried in the earth. Excavation is progressing for me Impossible for him. I don’t have to find myself- she was buried 231 days ago I just need to dig deep to get her back… She is now being resurrected from the overwhelming…

Dana

Today is the 16th anniversary of the day our family was forever changed… 5845 days since the day my sister Dana passed. 16 years later, she is still missed. The hole is still there. I miss her goofiness, exuberance Her smile. Her one-of-a-kind laugh Her ability to make me laugh- until I pee my pants.…

Finding Myself Again

In the stillness of a cold winter’s morning not a car on the road to break the quiet I can think unhindered by noise about where I’m headed the path I’m on how circumstance has shaped me because I’m where I need to be meant to be at this moment finally finding my true self…

Fear

I am not impressed by celebrity – or titles – never have been but sometimes one can learn from wisdom. I’ve read similar thoughts and heard them in many different forms in the last seven months. What struck me in the video below were these thoughts attributed to fear but applicable to life: “Be still……

Flying Forward to Infinity

I read somewhere that Arrows must be pulled back before they can fly forward. As I am trying to move forward with my life, I think of that whenever I experience sadness. Now I have a permanent reminder on the underside of my left wrist- hidden, but accessible. Just one glance will remind me, when…