Today
the end of a movie
brought up the feelings
like a volcanic eruption
the thing is
I knew how the movie ended
seen it before
… saw the latest sequel
and the original too
but this song
got me
struck my heart
tears running
like a fountain
a whole new feeling for me
crying for Larry
while sitting on the couch
with Bill…
I felt weird
almost guilty
so much so
that I had to get up
leave the room
and walk outside
to examine my emotions
I couldn’t speak…
of course Bill followed outside
he knew why I was crying
and was very supportive
but that wasn’t the point…
the dichotomy of it all
was just too much
to bear
I am still trying to sort it all out
while I understand that
grief can sneak up at anytime
and come back with a vengeance
the guilty feelings are new
I really don’t know why…
all I know is I am blessed
and exceedingly grateful
to be loved by two wonderful
men
Larry
and Bill
I thank God for both of them
every day.
XO Lisa ❤️
Grateful, Thankful, and Mending! 
Lisa, your emotions are a blessed testament to the goodness God shares with you every day.
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You are absolutely correct!
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Such gifts you have gotten to experience in one life.. loved this movie❣️ song is so touching.
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I am truly blessed! 🌹
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❣️❤️🥰
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Thank you, Herb.
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