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285 Flashback Saturday


the end of a movie

brought up the feelings

like a volcanic eruption

the thing is

I knew how the movie ended

seen it before

… saw the latest sequel

and the original too

but this song

got me

struck my heart

tears running

like a fountain

a whole new feeling for me

crying for Larry

while sitting on the couch

with Bill…

I felt weird

almost guilty

so much so

that I had to get up

leave the room

and walk outside

to examine my emotions

I couldn’t speak…

of course Bill followed outside

he knew why I was crying

and was very supportive

but that wasn’t the point…

the dichotomy of it all

was just too much

to bear

I am still trying to sort it all out

while I understand that

grief can sneak up at anytime

and come back with a vengeance

the guilty feelings are new

I really don’t know why…

all I know is I am blessed

and exceedingly grateful

to be loved by two wonderful



and Bill

I thank God for both of them

every day.

XO Lisa ❤️

7 comments on “285 Flashback Saturday

  1. Lisa, your emotions are a blessed testament to the goodness God shares with you every day.

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  2. Such gifts you have gotten to experience in one life.. loved this movie❣️ song is so touching.

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