I went to bed last night with feelings of silliness
and perfect contentment
in where I was
in that moment in time.
It may sound illogical,
crazy,
even psychotic and weird,
but truth nonetheless.
I woke up this morning
in the same state of mind.
I’m not used to
this feeling of contentment,
being truly myself,
knowing deep in my soul
that I am okay,
where I’m supposed to be
in this moment in time,
and that I can handle
whatever comes my way
in life.
It’s been a long time
since I’ve felt this way.
Am I still mourning my Love?
Yes, forever.
Am I still healing?
Yes, a forever process.
But am I content?
Yes, today.
Am I weird
and perhaps a little crazy?
Absolutely.
But all of that,
the whole
mourning, healing,
weird, crazy, continuum
is what makes me
me.
Content for now
that I am in the right place
at the right time
to accept what happens next…
I can’t wait
to find out what’s in store!
Stay tuned-
it will be marvelous,
surprising,
and simply glorious,
of that I am sure!
XO Lisa
Grateful, Thankful, and Mending! 
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Hey Lisa, many of us enjoy exploring our “wild” side once in awhile. I am happy for you. God’s peace!
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Since I did the work of acknowledging my weird, wild side and setting it free, it rarely wants to come out and play… go figure…
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Nothing is wrong with weird. Weird is good.
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I love the weird side of me
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