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I Will

I will- No, I choose to: Be happy Honor this life I’ve been blessed with Guard my heart Love Share my journey back from the abyss Remember my Love and the lessons he taught me Summon my Strength even when I feel weak Rejoice Practice Gratitude, Kindness, and choose Abundance. These are choices that I…

Confessions

I am an Ambivert Meaning, I display both introverted and extroverted personality characteristics. I sit back, observe, see where I may or may not fit it, and then decide if I am going to act – or not. Some people may see this as stand-offish. It really isn’t. I get to know people first which…

Grateful and Thankful for HPM

I am grateful that my Love was under the care of wonderful Hospice/Palliative Medicine (HPM) Physicians during the last six months of his life. I wanted to publicly thank them on this platform for some time but until today couldn’t find the words. My Love resisted HPM. Only after much discussion (read arm-twisting or strong…

Paradigm Shift

When I wrote Are You Courageous one week ago, I talked about a Paradigm Shift as one of my Action Plans for 2020. Perhaps it was the flu bug and the ensuing high fevers, or the realizations that came to me while lying in bed alone, but something shifted in my brain over the last…

Cracks and Holes

“Yes, we will all have cracks —but that is how we breakwithout falling apart.” Timothy Joshua Grief largely ebbing periodically flowing from my imperfect heart perhaps healing but cracks and holes remain. Holes that permit entrance of light. Light that illuminates memories. Memories that can escape through the cracks. Escaping memories that help healing and…

Holidays and Grief

I posted this on 21 November 2019. The message bears repeating. Firsts are hard. Let’s face it, every holiday will be difficult from now on. So I am going to be real for a bit. Things look different to me now. Shopping and large crowds- out. Material things that will be forgotten- a waste. The…