Thoughts on Grief XI

 Anger
I hit the anger wall
Screaming
Crying
Praying

Damn kidney failure
Damn dialysis
Damn calciphylaxis
Damn diabetes
Damn congestive heart failure
Damn these diseases
That took
My love
From me
Damn
Damn
Damn
 
But anger
didn’t change anything
G-d knew when
It was his time
to be in His Presence
Predestined
Preordained
 
If I trust in G-d
I must believe in
His perfect timing
and trust in
His perfect plan
 
I do
and
I will

© Lisa M Preisler 28 July 2019

Published by lprslr

Navigating the river of grief while plugging the holes in the boat as I sail along...

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