Still reflecting
on my hot mess state yesterday,
the one that nearly broke me…
I’m told
I was due
for a meltdown
of major proportions
but one can never be prepared
for such things…
I am also told that
it probably won’t
be the last…
The next time
I’ll phone a friend sooner
and not be ashamed.
I’ll recognize it for what it is –
a normal part of grief
instead of wondering
what’s wrong with me.
I’ll lean in and
scream it out –
let myself ugly cry louder
instead of stifling it
and turning it inward.
But mostly,
I’ll allow myself to feel it
before it
goes that far
and stop saying I am okay
when I’m not really…
So from now on
I’ll be honest
with myself…
XO Lisa
Grateful, Thankful, and Mending! 
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Praying for you Lisa and asking God to bring a good person to be there for you.
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Thank you, sir!
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You are always welcome 🙂🤗
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There are just days when we need to realize we have to let the tears fall and let it out. I hope it helps that I’m praying for you Lisa. Hugs my friend!
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It does. Thank you friend 💕
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