Disconnect
I took the step to disconnect to stop listening to noise and drama to just focus (on me for aContinue Reading
Category: grief, sorrow, journey, death, rebirth
I lost my wonderful husband after a long battle with illness. This is my journey through the wilderness of grief.
Refining my Soul
Job 23:10 But he knows the way that I take; when he has tried me, I shall come out asContinue Reading
Moving Forward V
I am convinced that those who are actively grieving should form a secret society. With handshakes or knowing glances. Well,Continue Reading
Moving Forward IV
The saying “Two steps forward one step back” keeps rolling through my mind while traveling this winding road of learningContinue Reading
Mountains, Oceans, and Waves
Every time I think I’m able to move from debilitating sadness and hanging on the grief cliff by my fingernailsContinue Reading
One Cent Ponies
I am thankful for grandchildren who are joyful about rides on one cent ponies or putting vegetables in bags orContinue Reading
Wishes
I wish I had a time machine I would go back to 2005 When I met my Love I wouldContinue Reading
Grief is Universal
At one time or another, everyone will grieve someone. It’s bound to happen. The only things certain about life areContinue Reading
Dogs Grieve Too
This happened on Tuesday: My Love’s Explorer pulled into the driveway- it’s new owner was dropping something off. I hadContinue Reading
Happy and Glorious Pigs
I firmly believe that people are put into the path of one’s life for a reason. Krista is one ofContinue Reading
Thank you for LOVE
I realized something quite profound today. My guilty feelings over not doing enough, recognizing things, or knowing (things that IContinue Reading
94 Days
Yes, I am still counting the days without my Love. The 90-day-ish mark has always been the hardest for me.Continue Reading
Dreams of my Love
My Love visited this morning in a dream. We were driving around the countryside in the orange Aztec (his favoriteContinue Reading
Grateful, Thankful, and Blessed
Gratitude Challenge: Write down three things you are thankful for each day. I have been doing this for some timeContinue Reading
Beautiful Sorrow?
How can sorrow be beautiful? This question has been weighing heavily on my mind lately. My thought processes can beContinue Reading
Moving Forward II
Moving forward is easier said than done. Especially when life before was filled with love. Before I met my LoveContinue Reading
Moving Forward I
I’ve decided that because life is too short I am going to be happy to be alive and move forwardContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief XXXV
Faith In things unseen and a G-d who rules the universe has been part of my life since childhood. WhenContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief XXXIV
In the still of night tucked in bed with only one dim bedside light lit, whilst reflecting on conversations aboutContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief XXXIII
Death is hard on children too My three (almost four) year old granddaughter was full of questions “Why did PawPawContinue Reading
Grateful, Thankful, and Trusting God! 