Thoughts on Grief XIII
Today 30 days since Your burial The traditional Jewish Mourning period For one’s spouse Is over But I know YouContinue Reading
Category: grief, sorrow, journey, death, rebirth
I lost my wonderful husband after a long battle with illness. This is my journey through the wilderness of grief.
Thoughts on Grief XII
My love came to me This morning In a dream He was purposefully Striding towards me Over the top ofContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief XI
Anger I hit the anger wall Screaming Crying Praying Damn kidney failure Damn dialysis Damn calciphylaxis Damn diabetes Damn congestiveContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief X
Rebirth New Normal New Life Starting over Gestation Cocoon Forever changed I can never remove the WE from me.Continue Reading
Thoughts on Grief IX
The transition from we to me is painful. From trips to the grocery store seeing his favorite foods- picking themContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief VIII
Grief Is not something that should be Stifled Stuffed down Put out Moved on from Grief is a necessary partContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief VII
Four weeks Seems like a thousand years and just yesterday since you’ve been gone Emotions up and down RememberingContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief VI
All-encompassing grief is beautiful sorrow A friend pointed this out to me and it made me think ParadigmContinue Reading
Supernatural Experiences and Lessons
3 August 2019 Up at 4:30am, again. Crying, again. Unable to go back to sleep, again. Looking through pictures andContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief V
25 days Our perfect number 7 since you’ve been gone Tears still come when I think of you memories tooContinue Reading
Mornings
I miss morningswith My Lovealthough he was usuallystill asleep when I awoke,just knowing that he was here presentwith me wasContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief IV
Confirmation… Through a dream Arrival complete to Your destination Young Vibrant Thin again No longer gray No longer in painContinue Reading
Beautiful Sorrow
When a friend mentioned that my sorrow was beautiful I was taken aback. In the midst of my grief andContinue Reading
Dreams of my Beloved
15 July 2019 I had a dream about my love: He was in the hospital bed speaking to a doctorContinue Reading
My Beloved’s Dream
You shared a dream with me You were surrounded by Your parents and grandparents. Some you never knew due toContinue Reading
Not Your Average Joe
Our children and I made picture boards for my love’s shiva. My daughter pulled out the magnet collection from hisContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief III
Everyone grieves differently My path through grief may not be yours Some prefer hugs Some prefer “I’m sorry” I preferContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief II
18 days ago you left and I am slowly getting used to your physical absence I never thought it possibleContinue Reading
Grief as my Companion
Today was my typical weekend day without my love. Just trying to keep busy so I wouldn’t overthink. I ranContinue Reading
Thoughts on Grief I
I welcome this thing called grief. If grieving is present, great love existed. Would I grieve the loss of aContinue Reading
Grateful, Thankful, and Trusting God! 