New Beginnings
So many new things coming in the near future. New job, moving closer to family maybe eventually. Great blessings! ToContinue Reading
Tag: Thoughts on Grief
140 Days
12,096,000 seconds 201,600 minutes 3360 hours 20 weeks 38.36% of 2019 That my Love has been gone… So much hasContinue Reading
Doors – G-d’s Eternal Themes
Certain themes have been staples in my life. A conversation with Renee Heart Tokens sparked this thought process… When IContinue Reading
Interdependent
Interdependent- what a marvelous word! It says many things that need to be heard- I can be me and youContinue Reading
Music II
My playlist has expanded Like life, old songs stayed like familiar friends but new songs were added to provide hope.Continue Reading
The Door
I once had a dream that G-d wasn’t here He wouldn’t listen- I could not draw near. In the pastContinue Reading
Perfecting My Words
I am perfecting my speech Two times in two weeks Two different stores First store I had asked for myContinue Reading
Happiness
My wonderful sister suggested that I find a happier song. I found it! A lesson for all who grieve: “HoldContinue Reading
Out LOUD
So I have to tell you something freaky that happened. I have been listening to the song “Reason to Fight”Continue Reading
Fall
The harbinger of change Leaves fall like tears Heralding the frozen landscape of winter in the soul. But spring isContinue Reading
Holes
There are many different types of holes Sink holes Pot holes Caves Caverns Wishing wells Shining stars in the darknessContinue Reading
“A Reason to Fight”
This song describes my head at the moment. Dark and longing for light… But still fighting… “A Reason to Fight”Continue Reading
Life in 23 Pages
I found my Love’s journal. The one he wrote before me. Those who know me say that I grew upContinue Reading
Night
Night is the hardest time when I miss my Love missing conversations missing his hugs missing his touch missing himContinue Reading
Lessons and Gifts
My love taught me lessons to last a lifetime. That I am beautiful inside and out- although I still don’tContinue Reading
The Box and the Beast in the Basement
I have been putting off the basement purge for far too long. Nine years, to be exact. After the boxContinue Reading
122 Days
Well, my Love You would be proud of me I’ve managed 122 days without you. Nights are still long, tearsContinue Reading
Disconnect
I took the step to disconnect to stop listening to noise and drama to just focus (on me for aContinue Reading
Refining my Soul
Job 23:10 But he knows the way that I take; when he has tried me, I shall come out asContinue Reading
Mountains, Oceans, and Waves
Every time I think I’m able to move from debilitating sadness and hanging on the grief cliff by my fingernailsContinue Reading
Grateful, Thankful, and Trusting God! 