I realized today that I’ve had another paradigm shift, or at least it seems that way.
I am waking up happy
I can think of Larry without tears
but if they do come they aren’t painful.
I recall more happy, joy-filled memories than sad.
My life is no longer centered around mourning and pain.
I believe I deserve live a joy-filled life.
I believe I deserve to heal completely.
I believe I deserve to be loved for me.
I believe the universe will open closed doors for me.
My soul is at peace
My brain feels peaceful
My heart is peaceful
The amazing thing to me, is that this didn’t happen until I made some very painful decisions to let go of, unsubscribe to, and walk away from the philosophies that were holding me back.
I realized that I could no longer live a life of mourning.
In order to live my best life, I had to heal fully and completely.
I just couldn’t fathom a future where healing was not a goal, a real possibility.
Here’s to the future!
I will embrace the unknown willingly
with a grateful heart ❤️
“To infinity and beyond!”— Buzz Lightyear, Toy Story