Saturday night I dreamt of Lawrence

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He was in a small apartment that I did not recognize, with a woman I did not recognize.

I was not happy about the woman (even in the dream state) because I recognized her as someone who was important to him. Long story, will not go into it, but it was someone he was deeply in love with and had searched for many years to find before he met me.

I didn’t verbalize my unhappiness, but he told me,

“It’s time you move on.”

There was no arguing, no fighting.

As I turned to walk through the door I said,

“I will take my leave now.”

… at that moment I woke up.

11 words

No tears

just a sense of surrender and a weight lifted.

I don’t know what it means for certain, I am not going to spend a great deal of time analyzing it.

I will just leave it here so I won’t forget it and to see if anyone has any thoughts on what it could mean.

All I know is that I have no sadness attached to it.

But I am a little mad at Larry… go figure.

XO Lisa ❤️ living a gratitude filled life!

4 comments on “Dreams

  1. It sounds to me he was giving you permission to move on, letting you know it’s ok, maybe even giving you a push in that direction. Maybe the thought of you moving on has felt a little like you would be cheating on him and was too hurtful to even consider. Maybe that’s why it was portrayed by him instead of you in the dream. You loved (love) him so much that if he had done that in real life, it may have caused you to move on. By it only happening in a dream, it has had the same effect, as in real life, but still with the reality of knowing that it never really happened. If that makes any sense at all. Kind of like a cancelling out method. And maybe he knew that would be the “only” way for you to be able to let go and move forward? Just a thought…. Mo matter what means, praying for you! 🙏🏼

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