In the Eye of the Storm
Ryan Stevenson- In the Eye of the Storm This song speaks to my soul Psalm 94:19 When anxiety was greatContinue Reading
Category: Thoughts on Grief
Freedom
Sing Your Freedom by White Heart spoke to me today. I made it. Blessed sleep is near. 144 rolls toContinue Reading
Worthy at 144 Days
My dreaded number My self-proclaimed nemesis (see Faceless Demons) For some unknown reason, I dreaded this day. I let theContinue Reading
My Paradise
There’s a place in my head where I can go to see my Love. It’s my idea of Heaven. MyContinue Reading
Faceless Demons
Oh the irony of numbers Today marks 143 days since my Love left earth. On 5 March 2016 my beautifulContinue Reading
New Beginnings
So many new things coming in the near future. New job, moving closer to family maybe eventually. Great blessings! ToContinue Reading
140 Days
12,096,000 seconds 201,600 minutes 3360 hours 20 weeks 38.36% of 2019 That my Love has been gone… So much hasContinue Reading
Doors – G-d’s Eternal Themes
Certain themes have been staples in my life. A conversation with Renee Heart Tokens sparked this thought process… When IContinue Reading
Interdependent
Interdependent- what a marvelous word! It says many things that need to be heard- I can be me and youContinue Reading
Music II
My playlist has expanded Like life, old songs stayed like familiar friends but new songs were added to provide hope.Continue Reading
The Door
I once had a dream that G-d wasn’t here He wouldn’t listen- I could not draw near. In the pastContinue Reading
Perfecting My Words
I am perfecting my speech Two times in two weeks Two different stores First store I had asked for myContinue Reading
Happiness
My wonderful sister suggested that I find a happier song. I found it! A lesson for all who grieve: “HoldContinue Reading
Out LOUD
So I have to tell you something freaky that happened. I have been listening to the song “Reason to Fight”Continue Reading
Fall
The harbinger of change Leaves fall like tears Heralding the frozen landscape of winter in the soul. But spring isContinue Reading
Holes
There are many different types of holes Sink holes Pot holes Caves Caverns Wishing wells Shining stars in the darknessContinue Reading
“A Reason to Fight”
This song describes my head at the moment. Dark and longing for light… But still fighting… “A Reason to Fight”Continue Reading
Life in 23 Pages
I found my Love’s journal. The one he wrote before me. Those who know me say that I grew upContinue Reading
Night
Night is the hardest time when I miss my Love missing conversations missing his hugs missing his touch missing himContinue Reading
Lessons and Gifts
My love taught me lessons to last a lifetime. That I am beautiful inside and out- although I still don’tContinue Reading
Grateful, Thankful, and Trusting God! 