“Learning to distance yourself from all the negativity is one of the greatest lessons to achieve inner peace.”― Roy T. Bennett, The Light in the Heart
Maybe I’m becoming more stubborn as I get older,
or perhaps just looking out for myself, sanity, and peace.
I have lived my life for others as long as I can remember.
Took care of my children, parents when needed, Larry, and did so with no regrets or complaints.
As a parent, the needs of my growing children always came before my own,
Bent over backwards to give as much as I could long after they were grown.
No regrets there either.
Now, I am living for myself.
Not seeking the approval of others.
Asking permission from nobody.
Judgement is not tolerated, for I have only One judge.
I am over the age of 60 –
certainly on the downside of this life.
I dare anyone to tell me that I am selfish
because for the first time
my happiness is foremost.
If you are that person who thinks
that things I am doing don’t make sense,
moving too fast,
feel the need to judge,
wants to offer unsolicited advice,
that I am making a mistake,
or you should rain on my happy parade,
keep it to yourself.
I have experienced the highest of highs and the lowest of lows in the last seven years and believe me when I say that
life looks different after falling into the abyss,
walking through fire,
burning to ashes,
despite the pain of mourning,
rising again to gratefully meet life on a daily basis.
Until you’ve traveled my road, stick to your own.
At this point in my life,
each day is a gift to be cherished.
Life is sweet.
Love is sweeter.
Every day is a new adventure to be lived with gratitude and joy.
I deserve each new chapter this book of life has to reveal.
I do not deserve, nor will I accept anything less than a peaceful existence.
XO Lisa ❤️