You might have noticed
that I count days…
Perhaps you’ve wondered why
So I’m just going to put it out here:
I count days
because every day that passes
means that I am still alive
that I was strong enough
to stay that way
and survive another day.
… there have been moments …
(especially early on
when grief was overwhelming)
that darkness was
pervasive and
I didn’t want to live
without my Love
because
life seemed like a
place devoid of meaning.
Many nights- especially nights
I was hanging onto the edge
of a cliff
by my fingernails.
But every
single
time
I felt the darkness closing in
someone would call or text
or my Love would come to me
in a dream or send a message.
So to those of you who call,
message, text, and bug the
crap out of me- thank you!
You are my unaware angels
because you
loved me
enough to check in
and you
shared your strength
when I couldn’t find mine
I will
refuse to give in
to the darkness
I will be here tomorrow
for
I am
Grateful
Thankful
and Blessed
to have you
in my life.
180 XO Lisa
Grateful, Thankful, and Mending! 
Like!! Really appreciate you sharing this blog post.Really thank you! Keep writing.
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My timing has never been referred to as anything remotely close to perfection- so thank you!
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Merry Christmas from
Brother’s Campfire!
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Thank you, and since I am late retrieving this comment, happy new year to you!
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Happy new year as well! You are never late. Your timing is honed to perfection!
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You have lovely people around you
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I do, and am blessed
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I pray for your strength to never fail! You are a warrior! Praying for you through these Christmas holidays! 🙏🏼
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Thank you lovely I gratefully accept
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When I was walking with Angie through her grief for her son I would see the little glimmer of hope when others reached out to her. She may not have wanted it but she needed it. A friend’s love, concern, compassion and prayers goes a long way. I am praying for you Lisa.
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Thank you very much! I appreciate your kindness.
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I am happy you are finding the strength to write through it 😔 though ‘inside it’ seems more fitting.
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I am too, and yes, it does!
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